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Thursday, September 30, 2004
Energy?
I wonder where has all my energy gone too lately.... i get so tired n hungry.... does it takes alot of energy to eat and sleep? Hahaz... maybe it's takes alot of energy to have a no response towards my maths results...
Lost soul buried her memories on
10:07 PM
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Heh... Generally my day is quite good today... except for one particular issue... which i will not blog abt now....
Went to town with meng today... bought my cranberries vcd le!... yayaz.... n actually i managed to get it cheaper in town... by er... one buck? Saw the dvd version at hmv too... it's only 29.90 like tat... 10 bucks cheaper then wat i saw yest... but think that's cos they having sale now... Come to think of it... i nv did see this mtv disc b4... searched for it at hmv last time but can't find... but yet the shops dun display it in a way that it's a new arrival?
Been going out these 2 days, after buying the cd... kinda broke le... hahaz... tml go home after sch n sleep bah... save money.... n i've not been sleeping well enough these few days... so i really need that rest.... hahaz... n of cos watch my cranberries video! Maybe i'll start watching it later on the com... cos tv not available... but i prefer watch on tv... hahaz/
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Monday, September 27, 2004
School today
After school
Saw The Cranberries MTV Disc!
Oh well, i just hope tml will be better... dunno y it's just so sianz today... hahaz
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Sunday, September 26, 2004
Though i am anticipating my horrendous results, i seriously dunno wat my reaction will be. The tot of going to school is just so sianz... got a feeling that for some lessons, we're actually going to have lessons... lolz... no lessons for 3 wks le... the tot of it is just so sianz.... y dun we just stop going to sch. I hate spending a day in school following the same old boring time-table.
Lost soul buried her memories on
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Happy Mid-autumn Fest!
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Today...
One word sums it all... sianz...
Actually wanted to go town n makan... but after staying back to finish up our chem prac... it's alr like 245 when we reached yck mrt... so end up me n meng went j8 instead and decided to go town tml. Ha... After lunch it was like 4 le.... we spent 1 hr shopping ard n the next hr at ntuc? Hahaz... was so shocked when i realised it was six le... wonder y we spend so much time there.
Been looking for this for quite some time le... nv see their mtv for the older songs b4... n i really wonder wat it'll be like. Found out from their official website that they did release an mtv disc... but i nv see it in singapore b4... until today... hahaz... it has exactly the same songs as the stars album... the mtv version... The 1st one i saw was the dvd... n it was so ex lorz.... 38.90 like dat? I'll nv buy a dvd when i can get a vcd at 1/2 the price... hahaz... So thanks to meng, she found the vcd version... 20.90... but then i nv buy it today... cos no money... hahaz... n maybe i'll try to find it in town tml? See if any places will sell it cheaper? But i doubt i can find.
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
What'll be my reaction?
These few days
Hmmm... spening these few days playing theme hospital... but just can't get pass the current level. My eyes are getting painful from playing too much com games. N i can play till i feel giddy too... hahaz... so sianz... hope i can complete the level soon...
Saw a fight at the kopitiam just now
I was eating a plate of rather horrible tasting mui fan, then i noticed that a drunk guy was scolding someone sitting at his table. Well, i tot nothing would happen. There was this other guy who was trying to calm him now. Suddenly lehz, i saw the other guy on the floor, n that drunk guy was going to hit him with a chair. Beer bottles were smashed. N there was a family having steamboat next to him. Hope the 2 kids are not frigtened.... hmm... Their dad quickly carried them away n their steamboat kena overturned too... It's just like those scene which u see on tv... Quite horrible lehz... these pple... drink so much n then end up fighting. Oh well... then the victim was like running away, out to the open where the ground was wet n slippery, n the drunk guy continued to chase him with a chair... Wat happened after that i dunno... they nv came back... The people at the coffee shop then started to clean up the mess. I wonder if the family sitting nearby actually finished most of their dinner... cos i nv see them returning to eat too...
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Haiz... so sianz... 4 days just pass by in a flash... it's gonna be monday again.... haiz... i hate going to sch nowadays.... i just dunno wat's wrong with that school near yck mrt station.... Generally it's ok... but students just hate it... hate it... we may have some teachers who are irresponsible n unlikable... but what's the main reason that everyone hates it? I dunno... I personally do not dislike the sch... n i always feel so uncomfortable when i hear my fellow school mates complaining. It's not that i'm pro my school or anything. But come on, aren't we making our own lives miserable by comparing with the top 5 n even those below us? Haiz... I can't say that i love the school, but i can't say that every moment spent there is horrible too. It's there that i met my frens, who are by my side to share my joys and sorrows.
Lost soul buried her memories on
10:58 PM
Thursday, September 23, 2004
Ha... spent the 1st half of the day doing nothing... met up with meng, toot toot n en ting at yck mrt station... then we r all set out to jurong east swimming complex... hahaz... picked up bel along the way and then we went to the complex to meet xing ni n mei juan... hahaz...
Oh yah... anyway, it was fun... hahaz... by the time we get into the pool, it was like 4pm liaoz... n we played all the way till nearly 7... Yupz... the wave pool, lazy river, slides and jaccuzzi... A cheap substitute for wild wild wet lahz... wild wild wet so expensive... but it seems so much more fun too.... Actually have this 40% discount vouchor, but only valid on weekdays from 1st oct to 19 nov... so we were thinking maybe we can go while having our study break?
hahaz... i went to swim one lap at the olympic pool... n i was like out of breath only after half a lap... hahaz... so lousy... right now we are talking abt going swimming at yck after school on some fridays... dunno if the plan will be successful... hee....
Lost soul buried her memories on
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Finally break free from prelims... but not really... truma will come back again when i go back to sch... hahaz...
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Monday, September 20, 2004
Hahaz... i nv do much today again... hmm... at least for maths... it really makes me feel shitty... hahaz... did a practice on chem n econs mcq... somehow i dun feel prepared... felt that i've forgotten alot of wat i've studied... but i do want to do my best for chem and econs... guess i'm not doing enough... As for maths... i think my brain kinda instructed not to learn abt maths... when i turn over to look at the solutions... i think i'm staring instead of trying to understand them... hahaz... dunno lahz... i hope tml turns out well... i really dunno wat will happen... as least i think these 2 subs are still ok... but i really dunno on 2nd tots... hahaz... i'm so indecisive.
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Sunday, September 19, 2004
Set up another blog... yup... decided to set up a blog to pen down everything abt the cip trip... hahaz... things are surely on the brighter side for now... 1st thing is that all the aj people are in the same team =) yay... n it seems like some grp of pple are withdrawing... so there'll be space le... currently it seems quite likely that jie yi n wan ting will be accepted le... hahaz... Ya... anyway, i'm lazy to start posting for the trip now... hahaz...
Lost soul buried her memories on
Friday, September 17, 2004
Had chem prac today... generally it was ok lah... but keep having the feeling that there's alot of inaccuracy... hahaz... hmmm... left with the remaining papers for all my 3 subs... got this feeling that econs n chem will be hard... haiz... esp chem mcq... always must do so much to derive the ans... by the time i'll be at the wrong track n blurz liaoz... n econs drq case study... if come out on those cheem articles die liaoz... n past yr econs mcq r hard too... haiz... n maths ar... i think they'll want to kill us again...
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Oh well... why did i even bother to study for maths?! The maths dept is just out to kill us.... no matter how hard u study... they'll just pop up the qns that u've never seen b4... so that u'll die die die!!! I just hope cambridge won't do the same.... anywa... i wasn't as bothered as i shld be.... i shall take it as a good thing...
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Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Haiz... so sianz... study chem until my mind so saturated liaoz... dun feel like studying anymore... so come online to take a break... hahaz... econs yesterday not as scary as i thought la... though i think i could had answered the qns better... hahaz... tml is that maths liaoz... sianz... i wonder if i'm going to stare at the paper again...dun even feel like talking abt it...
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Sunday, September 12, 2004
Haiz.... i nv felt so scared for my exams b4.... the feeling now is so diff... i want to have more time to study... i want it to come soon... so that it'll end soon... i want to feel my feet on the ground... the feeling of safety and security.... haiz... i guess i'm not the only one freaking out... my frens are telling me how scared they were too... haiz... my verdict is this,.... i do not want more time to study anymore... cos it only means more time to worry... just let me see the paper and realise that i can do it afterall... it's within my means de... it's not as horrible as u think ger... just go for it and do ur best. Dun freak out!
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Thursday, September 09, 2004
Oh well... u noe when u eat the same dish day after day, u'll get sick of it... yea... i'm so sick of maths... i think i'm changing dish le... maybe now or after a couple of topics... this won't get me any further... next dish shall be economics... it's high time i give it some attn...
Lost soul buried her memories on
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Playing with water is fun
Had a good day today, except for one unpleasant encounter at the counter where the woman gives us the float rental tickets... I wonder how Singapore can become a world class service industry if we have such rude people serving... haiz... I was only asking her a qns... then she was like one ticket means one float, do you need me to explain more?! Wat the...i nv even do anything bad to her... so rude for wat? Why do i encounter such people for some many times le? Am i just sway or wat?
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Finally...
Anyway, after the horrible maths paper today, me, meng, n toot toot went cine to watch movie. Watch the terminal! Hahaz... it's a nice show... quite funny... though i dun understanf the immigration laws which led him to be stranded at the airport... After movie lehz... went taka to shop for prezzie... hahaz... n then we went popular and after that to the mos at shaw house to sit down and chit chat while the 3 of us shared a large milk tea... hahaz.... n i am really tired... since just now... hahaz...
Yay... tml going swimming at jurong east complex... been so long since i last stepped into the pool... hahaz... actually more of going there to play than swim la... we planned to go in the morn de... na li zhi dao after the maths paper today clement ong announced that the bio pple have to come back for prac tml! Haiz... doesn't concern me lah... but it affected our plans... so now we go after the bio prac instead lorz... swim from afternoon till evening like that then go for dinner... heh... looking forward to that.
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Feeling kinda shitty...
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
My feelings...
ANyway, i think i'm suffering from mood swings lately... at 1st it;s the pre-prelims symdrome... was so scared... after i took the econs paper... i felt ok... but over the wk end... i'm feeling sian again... i dunno y... n i tried to study stats for maths... realise i 4gotten alot of things liaoz... haiz... even my stronger topics seems to have probs now... maths really makes my life terrible... when i studied maths just now... the dreadful pre-prelims feelings come back... haiz... n i haven even touched any econs since last mon... hahaz... i hope my brain will be in a better working condition to study tml...
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
So confused now...
COnfused... abt the thailand cip trip... at 1st i'm so enthu de... now i dunno... cos only me n isabel are accepted for the JC2s so far... the rest on reserve... everything can only be sorted out on sunday... n for the J1s... they initially wanted to join the 8 days team... but no space... n now they joining another 14 days team... haiz... can't be together... i hope the rest of the JC2s can go... keep my fingers crossed... n maybe we can get all the AJ pple in the same team? Dunno.. haiz... more impt is hope the rest of the JC2s can go... SUnday there's a meeting for the trip... which means my sunday gone le... better study more tml... hahaz... but i got a feeling a won't.. watever it is... i hope things will turn out well...
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
More updates abt prelims
Cos i spend so much time on maths... i din have time to finish studying chem... only started on food chem... just b4 the chem paper started... good thing is that i generally knew how to do the paper... but some parts i'm really stucked.... n my food chem... well, i was lucky la... come out on lipids n food processing.... the 2 topics which i touched b4 the paper... hahaz... but got quite a few qns dunno also la... i hope i can do well... get my desired grade... it's my only source of hope... hmmm
Haz... tml no paper.... my mum wanna go for the international food fair at suntec... think i'll go too... hahaz... n fri there's chem prac... i hope i'll noe wat's going on... hahaz
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
A little update
n there's chem.... hopefully i can do it well... lolz... given that there's so much more notes that i need to read... dun think i can finish studying lorz...
freedom
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of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Dunno my feelings
freedom
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of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Studying till i reach a timeless zone
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of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
I'm really dying liaoz... seriously.... I wonder wat is it that still keeps me going on... that i still go on to persevere for maths... is it cos i need the reassurance to pass b4 the A levels... i really dunno... may the strength stays with me...
Now i wonder is it worth it studying so hard for maths... i mean... i study so much... can i pass... in turn i neglecting econs n chem.... i haven started on them yet.... or should i give my all to pass maths 1st, knowing that i can cheong for the other 2 later on... i really dunno... haiz... watever it is, i'm just glad that the strength is with me... I feel so much better after typing all these down... To all those who are reading this (if there are), jia you too! We will all perservere and get thru this! Yes, we can do it de...
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12:20 AM
Monday, September 06, 2004
It's 1st day of the hols... i dun feel any hols mood at all... not that i mind... but i mind having the mood to study... hahaz... my pace was so damn slow today... yawnz... n i dunno y i keep wanting to come online lately... time is running out!
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Sunday, September 05, 2004
Heh.... my dad allows me to go for the cip trip le... now will have to see if my application will be approve... i hope all our application will be... dun have frens for company also not fun... hahaz... then there's the pre-trip prep... we can alr foresee that we cannot commit 100% le.. cos then prep surely clash be A levels de... Well... all these put aside for the moment...
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Thursday, September 02, 2004
Totally at a loss now.... dunno where to start for my revision.... started on trigo for maths... but i'm still not confident.... i'm thinking i'll go tackle those smaller topics... a step at a time... though i only have 1 wk plus left... n there's GP prelims on sat... just got this very bad feeling man... that i can't pass.... been doing rather badly for my compres n essays lately... haiz.... can i pass? Can i achieve my target for chemistry? N wat abt econs? will i forget most of the things if i start too early? hmmm...
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Wednesday, September 01, 2004
ha... no lessons today... had teachers' day celebrations. It's not bad actually... makes me feel that the jc1s are much more 'on" than our batch man...
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freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Hmmm...
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Some thoughts here
Dun feel like talking abt wat happen today le.... hahaz... GP was horrible...nv do much... nv slack... time passes fast... ha... there's the baby sitter's club movie on chan i... the last time i watched it was 4 yrs ago... when i was sec 2 wor... even the supposedly immature characters dun look so immature to me... but now lehz... the supposedly more mature characters seem to look younger than me... though they surely look older than 13 yrs old... hahaz.... gladto catch it again.. though i seem to enjoy the show much more the previous time...
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
At a loss
Anyway, tml there's a talk abt the thailand cip trip... my mum allowed me to go... haven asked my dad... n this'll be a hard one... someone nothing more was mentioned abt the trip since i asked my mum on sunday night b4 i sleep... it kinda felt like a dream.... but i'm very sure it's not... cos my dreams are often irrational... but that scene is not....
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
An unexpected day
Anyway, the initial plan was to go back sec sch de... end up dunno y like left me, mei lan n sheena only.... then we also sian 1/2 le... end up no one go bad... quite disappointed actually... hahaz...
End up went to watch "the stepford wives" with meng meng n jingmin... although thought of watching it b4... but din expect to really go n watch... with all the prelim stuff going on... hahaz... at 1st tot it's just a bitchy show with pretty women strolling abt... end up it's far different from that... abt this woman wanting to create a perfect world.... n it's quite scary actually... that something we think would be just perfect is not so perfect after all... but anyway, that's a nice show....
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-